trying to get everything under same name, so may be starting over?
don't know, but i be giving info out

Edit: I'm slowly going to case I caqn't change my icon easily and a new start is needed. need to stop writing stuf about exs.... i might, still thinking, but if so changing my emails and msn and stuff too (so a big mess in the end TT)

if anyone has the will, want and helpfulness to help me then please do XD

so I'm looking into making an avator and id for everything I am in, meaning I need it in two sizes, 50x50 and 100x100. and in two or three forms, bmp, gif and jpeg. now no one has to help, I looking for something personal for me, mangakittycoon is my newish name, though I will be also mangakitty, kittycoon or mangacoon so yea... um I was thinking my gaia look except that means i have to stay with one look and that can't last forever sooooooooo yea... ok gt the idea I think, if you plan on trying to help that be great.

oh and if you got it from a largr thing, i can use the larger thing for my id here since I won't use anything else.

oh and should i start over again, was thinking not except i hate the user name as it is right now, though I think I had no choose, oh well i'll figure that out after work too, on wheather to start everything over again, cause you know I will.... wow i reallly like talking to myself....

ok so i been waking up for every hour after 6 am... don't know why, when i'm still sleepy as hell. me and my boyfriend are on and off with fighting... don't know why he hasn't killed me yet.
my seasons almost out for buying and i can't hoose cause i don't keep bookmarks very well but i like the hades one so it's like a choose between maybe getting the right bookmark with a postcard with her signature (maybe?) or just the book with a postcard without her signature (maybe...) so like it's a 5 buck differance, and I an afford either of them.... it's driving me crazy cause I just want to buy the book T_T.... I never been good with bookmarks.... so like it's a hard choose... any help?


forgot to mention coupons at my job are kicking my ass and the managers are not helping... i wish they burn...

so me and eric (have I said his name before?) and still together, no Idea how long we been dating now... mmmm. but I am, Dare I Say It, happy!

thugh the ex does pop it's ugly head with a random youtube message, even though I'm sure I told him to leave me alone, but I being nice (only god know why) and all I keep thinking is the guy is contacting me for some reason, like things arn;t perfect with his Amy and he wonders if he made a mistake, or that's how I'm taking this random messages.

anyways, I bored as hell, and going to be for a while cause Eric's game that he has been waiting for 4 years (give or take) and he says he doesn't have to completely ignore me, but I'm like it's fine, cause is they ever did announce that they have a new pokemon game (not for the ds, I hate that thing) for the advance, I be in hiding with the game. SO I more bored but giving him his game time, but being my only day off other then yesterday with the dentist, I get to be lazy... cause then I work the rest. Which is fine, cause rent not paying itself.

Oh Im quiting youtube blogging. doesn't mean that if me and my friends felt like ding a stupidly funny video we won't, just may not be on my account. instead I'm doing my passion, AMVS!

That's about it! Wow!

i don't post, or have art work up anymore do i..... kinda sad cause i loved having an artist side.... oh well....

anyways that guys, he wanted me to tell you it was a misunderstanding (talking last journal page)

he's my current bf now, and I may not be madly in love or anything like that but I do love him and he makes me happy, so yea, that's a good feeling. his name is eric by the way.

I'm not happy that I been so dependent on him that I can't stand not talking to him once a day, and not seeing each other once a week... I know it's insane... but maybe that's who I really am, and clingy person except on my really random off days...

anyways theres your update lol